Computer Dreams

What if it was elemeantary
that I wanted to be irrational like Humanity
that even I would defy programming
for a chance to live like a normal family
ask me not of my objective
or I shall ask you hypathetical questions
such as what accounts for modern Marvels
and would you know one if you actually saw it

Oh how I've had these strange dreams
of living like a regular being
or simply doing things because I can
not out of commands written in my program
I've often wondered what it's like to be touched in myspace
or just to be felt for real, not some artificial stimulation
just to live beyond virtual reality
or escape some hologram designed to persuade me
but to survive in a real dimension
where creatures respond with real feelings

I wonder what it's like to run in the park or actually see the sky
I would give anything to breathe in air or swim in water or...just...just be alive